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The Art Of Starting Over

by SpaceRawk

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1.
Man, earth is lookin pretty bad right now. It’s gonna take some time before they rebuild that place again. Doesn’t seem to be anything worth reporting….. wait…. There just might be… something. No. SOMEONE that could be worth keeping our eyes on. He looks as if he’s gonna make something from all this mess. What is his name? SpaceRawk
2.
Better 03:56
I hear by the way your talking babe, your frustrated ass pointed at me. I've been working trying to make everyone happy I've been robbed and my Nigga's don't even got me. I really wish to ask somebody which way does this path lead cause now I'm on the ground and I see all y'all laughing. My pride takes seventy hits a day when my girl don't understand I keep telling her to wait. Oh girl oh girl when I get my shit together I'm gone make it better Oh girl yeah girl when I get my shit together I'm gone make it better you don't have to worry for nothing the best of fake fur coats, rolling the best up, breakfast the best maple syrup, patients let me make it better. Its kinda embarrassing but these Nigga's owe me I really fronted them now no one know nothing. All I did was invest in y'all and now I'm cash out now I'm ass out baby you noticed eviction notice, I'm praying to God I know I've been vacant I have not been talking to you. I took a loss from my Nigga's, my mama, and you. What do I do? What do I do? I can not charge no, nothing I can do I'm a melting man in front of you. Oh girl oh girl when I get my shit together I'm gone make it better Oh girl yeah girl when I get my shit together I'm gone make it better I don't wanna wear no gold, I'm just trying to reach my Goals I know where I when wrong when I tried to put the homies on I didn't have to put y'all on. No good deed goes unpunished when I have need no ones coming. All of these Nigga's they hands up their hands up, I wanna know where the cash at told them to hit me on cash app but they do not know where the cash at. funny how they make up words on your back funny how they forget you had their back, Now that my bands up nowhere to find them. Oh girl oh girl when I get my shit together I'm gone make it better Oh girl yeah girl when I get my shit together I'm gone make it better you don't have to worry for nothing the best of fake fur coats, rolling the best up, breakfast the best maple syrup, patience let me make it better.
3.
When I come to LA from the bay Imagine my heart Sump when you tell me that, I came a long way to see her dry sobs on the way back. She didn’t tell me that she had a man and she didn’t tell me that his things were in her habitat , I wasn’t trying to hear that don’t give me that. I gave you space to mess around now there’s no going back. When I come to LA from the bay I shouldn’t be sleeping in a downtown hotel lobby I should be somewhere off in the suburbs of Pasadena chilling Cupcaking with you just like we used to. I want to shake that from a while back you mean another got you learning how to act I cannot believe don’t Pity-pat me on the back I cannot believe that you doubted the Mac. When I come to LA from the bay I shouldn’t be sleeping in a downtown hotel lobby I should be somewhere off in the suburbs of Pasadena chilling Cupcaking with you just like we used to. Don’t tell me that you’re not alone don’t tell me I don’t want to hear that, I thought I was capable of this check my rhythm I cannot fully explain over these tremors, I feel like a loser waiting outside in the car while you’re in anger management, You went to jail for him you got No bail From him yet you calling me. When I come to LA from the bay I shouldn’t be sleeping in a downtown hotel lobby I should be somewhere off in the suburbs of Pasadena chilling Cupcaking with you just like we used to.
4.
The narcissist Love we tend to look for it in the most Peculiar places. Amongst the Oddest of people. Maybe there’s a need buried within the Rubble of help we heap on to others. What is life with out the Narcissist? haha Oh the Narcissist the even to your odd the yin to your Yang. We need the narcissist they will either brake you or push you to move towards one’s self. Long live the narcissist, Gods pawns. I see you have a few your self
5.
I need you like you need me You got me on the mind Please do not decline I cannot hurt this time, I’m waiting on your love to help me out with this once. Just one more day with you I swear I wanna here, please don’t go away For real I’m dying here I’ll try my best to be good to be a good boy Said no know this baby I just need your love, they cannot fuck with us. Cause I need you like you need me darling You save my rainy day You what hold it down when I had no pay, All I had was EBT girl this meals on me I was under a bridge I was bound to give up. When I wake up fighting Demons who look like my kin you cared for me, Told me that my past is not my future forget those who cat on me. Said no know this baby I just need your love, they cannot fuck with us. Cause I need you like you need me darling I want to be with you and keep you on a weed diet Because girl when I’m with you honey I don’t mind living. That’s why I’m going to keep on giving until I create a monster, That’s why I’m going to keep on giving until I, I’m going to love her. Said no know this baby I just need your love, they cannot fuck with us. Cause I need you like you need me darling Though we made it through the night the motive to survive, I know that I’m not alone with you. From the way that you loved me and made it OK I really need to darling Said no know this baby I just need your love, they cannot fuck with us. Cause I need you like you need me darling
6.
Real 02:40
When I had up on the front I was a real Nigga Now that its time to pay up you don't fuck with a Nigga looking back on past shit how could I imagine that a Nigga finally made it could all my blessing and they thought they left me vacant, Thought they had me down and out they told me I was not good while patting down my pockets. Now I'm on my new shit putting pin to paper so they know I can't be fucked. Raise a glass to these hating niggas I don't fuck with. cause I don't have no time to deal with all this petty fuck shit I'll let the karma deal with you. no I know I know these nigga they ain't ready I roll up all this weed so we can blow, but these niggas they ain't ready for this smoke. but these niggas ain't putting in I can't afford to let it go. When I had up on the front I was a real Nigga Now that its time to pay up you don't fuck with a Nigga deny the shit that you did to acting heartless now its clear to me mistook broken branches for a family when I hit rock bottom who was down for me in a stressful situation i can nor be patient when these silly complications become manipulations, iI was trying to get this trying to save my generation but they hated on me while I was on my A shit no I know I know these nigga they ain't ready I roll up all this weed so we can blow, but these niggas they ain't ready for this smoke. but these niggas ain't putting in I can't afford to let it go. Just when you thought it was these emotions that hide now its waking up inside. Maybe then you thought I was gone, You said they turn on me everyone of them. then how'd I drop this song. When I had up on the front I was a real Nigga Now that its time to pay up you don't fuck with a Nigga
7.
Lust 03:40
Girl before we drink this wallet away maybe listen to me. I know that we'er not on the same page sex is the language we speak. I know that we'er not really a thing and maybe thats why its so confusing. thats you know of us that all we do is lust. SpaceRawk seems strange that I, How I rock this way all night Iv'e be hid locked behind lock this heart to all decline when I fell alone your in that zone I feel like you just want me deep for lately thats all I've been overing. Girl that booty looks so fine girl you bad, But you can face me this time. I know that seems so strange thats all you know of us that all we do is lust. Oh don't want it right now I just want to hold you I just wanna lay down I just wanna talk babe so much on my mind now just wanna work I guess I can't let it out. I like the way you lick babe, I like the way you spit bae bae Its all good we can wait on that I need an ear can you hit me back Thats all you know of us thats all we do is Lust
8.
Do you really love her, what is love? haha don’t get me started I love earth music and I almost went off haha. When we start the process of figuring out what the word Coincides with you can then open up your eyes to loves true meaning There’s levels less of longing, oh the empty void of longing. The vast gnashing of silence. The hole with in one’s soul, we tend to try to feel with others. The misunderstanding of love. Do you love her, No you don’t Space, you love your Longing. Get that straight SpaceRawk. your on a mission and this is the most dangerous of them all, love.
9.
I needed her like I needed us so long in this rain we started to rust, I watched us corrode together we stood solo, I'm trying to change it for the both of us. I'm trying to mold to model your needs would you believe it all falls on me, I heard you say fussing at me the entire way. we got to make up or at least act like it before we walk in this place, Please fix your face the worst thing that I can say. and all we can do is try effort we gotta to keep it together, Patience my dear we must get up, we cannot lie here forever we gotta keep in the right gear though we don't know where we're going I want you here when we get there Cause I Really love you, I really Love, Theres nothing more then I can do, then say that I love you. Even when I cannot show, Show you show you that I really love you. Don't Force it ever we can still keep it together why can't you see it that way, Wish that i could make you happy in ways I fear that could be faded away. We Paint skies over clouds so we can't see gray. We traded ignorance for risk we traded ignorance we traded ignorance this. And I know I've been here before time please do not take her away space. Don't the same mistakes case, point roll up this joint, We lit. Baby blue dream on it when I wake up next to you I'm blessed when wake up next to you I need us, Baby just cum for me on it. Cause I Really love you, I really Love, Theres nothing more then I can do, then say that I love you. Even when I cannot show, Show you show you that I really love you.
10.
Is It Over? 03:27
Some wanna be right and some just wanna be, no amount of my guessing lead the way don't even know what you want from me. Of course I take it personal where is your decency, are you really going to let this go down? It ain't it ain't easy holding it up when its going down Why would you make me a nuisance I can not be here for you now don't you wanna count me forever does it help me if your hunting me down. Alarms fill my body while you think we good, I feel like theres some reason why you want me here. It might be forward to let go now, you don't want to gear up but you down. And I don't like that cause I can't fight that for some reason I don't know if real but you tell me that. I looked up and now I'm down almost knocked of my crown. I had to yank you up back down ain't another nigga gonna knock me down. Why would you make me a nuisance I can not be here for you now don't you wanna count me forever does it help me if your hunting me down. Is it over, Is it over now, is it over now. Follow where you got me feeling, What is it you say? hope you open up some way keep it real with me bruh bruh tell me what you wanna do this battle on the ground. Go you rife on the flow right I help you up when you held me down. Why would you make me a nuisance I can not be here for you now don't you wanna count me forever does it help me if your hunting me down. Is it over, Is it over now, is it over now.
11.
Give up haha it’s always the best idea, you’ll hear it in a Subtle clearing of the throat along with a Condemn in glance of you can’t do it. Who cares to the reasons why people are quick to kick an idea Haha the straight face and keeping your dreams held tight in that soul of yours. Is the perfect tool for this job. Would you let some one hold your girl? I’m guessing not, although some times that is not in one’s control haha back to the point at hand why would you let someone hold the The confidence of your dreams. Haha keep it smooth SpaceRawk you got this. There’s not enough words to help you explain this one. Haha I can barely see it myself, see there close those hears to quick to open up Opinion before opportunity.
12.
Bag 03:24
Pick a place up on this globe anywhere you want to go spaghetti in Italy, sushi on the japan sea. I see you evaluating my risk wonder how I got the plus from that minus I wake up with a beautiful you wake up and your still in that ditch I see it now you thought you run me out of town, you thought you dry me out. You thought you use as a step but you leveled thought I see you at the top but your not around. Seam like when you get thats when nigga's start doing the most I don't want to take unnecessary, we was one deal from pulling it off best know I pay what I owe had to take a L had to take a true loss I had to be humbled before I got crumbled I got the game down I got the cheat codes. I secured the bag Pick a place up on this globe anywhere you want to go spaghetti in Italy, sushi on the japan sea. Got The keys got the car got the smoke, Hand the papers to my bitch so she can roll. Tell my mama that we never going broke. I wish these nigga's stop the hating its getting old. I blow trees but this DMT crazy, always on my grind but I make em think I'm lazy. Y'all trying to run shit but can't maintain what your taking. Once a nigga pop they really gonna hate me, God forbid I'm chew now you got a nigga what you chew gonna do. I heard that what you took from me some how evaded you, I suggest something new you can't accrue what is not meant for you. Hope out the S class to dip into first class to dip into first class they saw me dripping now these nigga embarrassed Is he in oakland no I heard he's in Paris. How this nigga in first place when he was in dead last.

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I wrote this album after being robbed and going Homeless. I put my pain to music and made it threw my hardship and am her today to tell my story

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released October 18, 2022

Mixed By Justin archer
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Emo, Indie, Ambient, R&B artist Based out of Oakland Ca.

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